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Thursday, June 10, 2010

Where's the Dilaudid now? owwwww...

The plan was to make an early night of it tonight (Wed). Gary & I headed to bed at 10pm. NICE! We talked (mostly) for almost an hour and then HE fell right to sleep. How sweet. Night baby. Ok, I'll watch a little TV...

11:00 My pain kicked in. (For you nurses: an 8 on 1-10 scale). Time to get up. Took pain meds...
12:00 No change!
1:15 More meds...COME ON!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :(
Now it is 2:10 and it's still lingering....
Headed to the hot tub...only to find that Gary had let the water out!!! arrgggg...

Update: Pain gone at 3am- sleepy time

2 comments:

yaya said...

I'm so sorry you are hurting..hopefully the hot tub worked some magic and the pain meds kicked in. Hang in there, I'm praying for you daily! Kathy Starkey

Jenmrn said...

Whatever you do, please don't bend over and tell me to "kiss my butt!" My little Ellie does that enough!

Sending prayers of comfort.

XOXO
Jen

It's 2010! Time to Reflect...

Almost 18 months cancer-free...how long will it last? Such an aggressive cancer, this damn Leiomyosarcoma! Every CT/MRI I have had since my completion of radiation in August 2008 was VERY stressful. Even when I didn't realize it, "SCAN"XIETY loomed in the back of head. Knowing that I had a 50% chance of the cancer returning. Wondering if NOT having chemo back then was the right path. Since my doc's hadn't dealt with many sarcomas, did they really know the BEST treatments?
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The last year and half has brought me so much joy and contentment. To be a GRANDMA! Wow. I love it! To become so much closer to my family. My sis is my best friend now! My husband and I couldn't be any closer. I get to see my daughter and her family every week when I go to babysit my little Maxton. My stepdaughter moved in with our youngest grandson, Marcus, for 6 months. He is a little angel. My Mom has been so much help to me through all my health issues. My stepdad and I have become closer than I ever thought possible. He has been down the cancer road as well. My Mother-in-law has moved closer to us and our relationship has grown. And then I began working at Samaritan and have some wonderful friends! I love that place so much! It's worth the 45 minute drive.

I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE!
And I know how to live it...by the seat of my pants! :)

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