Graphics by Jen Hageman. Photo by Liz Leisure.

Thanks girls!!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

THE DRUGS ARE IN!!!!

GOOD NEWS...THE DRUGS ARE IN!!! Clarification for all you DEA agents, it's JUST chemo...nothing too exciting. WOW, I never thought I'd be so excited to start CHEMO!! It's on for tomorrow at 12:00 sharp.

Bad news...I had to go get lab drawn again because it was not within the 2 week window that the clinical trail requires. ugggg... But it was the first time they used my port...really cool! Didn't hurt at all. The lab girls had to call the nursing supervisor to come and access the port. I asked them if I could do it myself. I'm already trained ya know! hehe

Going to celebrate later that evening with my Mom, Aunts, and Mother-in-law. Out to dinner at the Olive Garden and then on to The Reniassance to see Four Bitchin' Babes. Hummm, I think I know them already but I'll check it out anyways. hehe. Ahhh...life is GOOD!!!

It's 2010! Time to Reflect...

Almost 18 months cancer-free...how long will it last? Such an aggressive cancer, this damn Leiomyosarcoma! Every CT/MRI I have had since my completion of radiation in August 2008 was VERY stressful. Even when I didn't realize it, "SCAN"XIETY loomed in the back of head. Knowing that I had a 50% chance of the cancer returning. Wondering if NOT having chemo back then was the right path. Since my doc's hadn't dealt with many sarcomas, did they really know the BEST treatments?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The last year and half has brought me so much joy and contentment. To be a GRANDMA! Wow. I love it! To become so much closer to my family. My sis is my best friend now! My husband and I couldn't be any closer. I get to see my daughter and her family every week when I go to babysit my little Maxton. My stepdaughter moved in with our youngest grandson, Marcus, for 6 months. He is a little angel. My Mom has been so much help to me through all my health issues. My stepdad and I have become closer than I ever thought possible. He has been down the cancer road as well. My Mother-in-law has moved closer to us and our relationship has grown. And then I began working at Samaritan and have some wonderful friends! I love that place so much! It's worth the 45 minute drive.

I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE!
And I know how to live it...by the seat of my pants! :)

Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive well preserved body, but rather to slide in sideways, chocolate in one hand, a beer (or tequila) in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out, screaming "woo hoo, what a ride"

**HEY! DON'T FORGET TO GO TO "OLDER POSTS" JUST ABOVE THIS ON THE RIGHT. LOTS OF COOL INFO THERE TOO! YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS ME WITH TIM MCGRAW!