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Thursday, May 20, 2010

Fabulous day at Chemo

So far, so good. Other than being tired from the Ativan, I feel very good! No problems at all yet. They do say that the 2nd to 3rd day after is usually the worst....ok, let's see what ya got!

In the mean time I am visualizing the chemo attacking the tumor and shrinking it.I have to come up with a guided imagery to listen to when I am doing chemo.I believe the mind-body connection is sooo important!


It's a very nice place, comfy recliners, quiet, 3 nice nurses and a pharmacist. Gary made himself at home in the recliner next to me and worked on crossword puzzles.



Then by 12:10 the nurse was "plugging in" to my port. She gave me Decadron 20mg IV to help prevent reaction & Anmetic to help prevent nausea. Those took about 20 minutes total. Then I had the Gemzar for 90 minutes followed by the Avastin/Placebo for 90 minutes. These infusion times will decrease some as they see how I tolerate them.

I was feeling a little anxious having to sit there that whole time...ya know, being able to think of ALL kinds of things (good & bad). So the nurse gave me some ativan. Then I feel asleep! lol



Making the most of my wait time. Had to paint my toenails...PURPLE of course! hehe
We arrived early at 11:00 to see the doc first.

It's 2010! Time to Reflect...

Almost 18 months cancer-free...how long will it last? Such an aggressive cancer, this damn Leiomyosarcoma! Every CT/MRI I have had since my completion of radiation in August 2008 was VERY stressful. Even when I didn't realize it, "SCAN"XIETY loomed in the back of head. Knowing that I had a 50% chance of the cancer returning. Wondering if NOT having chemo back then was the right path. Since my doc's hadn't dealt with many sarcomas, did they really know the BEST treatments?
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The last year and half has brought me so much joy and contentment. To be a GRANDMA! Wow. I love it! To become so much closer to my family. My sis is my best friend now! My husband and I couldn't be any closer. I get to see my daughter and her family every week when I go to babysit my little Maxton. My stepdaughter moved in with our youngest grandson, Marcus, for 6 months. He is a little angel. My Mom has been so much help to me through all my health issues. My stepdad and I have become closer than I ever thought possible. He has been down the cancer road as well. My Mother-in-law has moved closer to us and our relationship has grown. And then I began working at Samaritan and have some wonderful friends! I love that place so much! It's worth the 45 minute drive.

I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE!
And I know how to live it...by the seat of my pants! :)

Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive well preserved body, but rather to slide in sideways, chocolate in one hand, a beer (or tequila) in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out, screaming "woo hoo, what a ride"

**HEY! DON'T FORGET TO GO TO "OLDER POSTS" JUST ABOVE THIS ON THE RIGHT. LOTS OF COOL INFO THERE TOO! YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS ME WITH TIM MCGRAW!